This is my destiny ...

Ginny spoke to me today ... yeah I know, spoke to me!! Can you believe that?! Like, I knew she was always different to everyone else. She never seemed to judge me like the rest of our year seems to. But she's never actually talked to me before, except for maybe a casual "Hi Rachel, how ya going?" It was really nice. I actually felt as if someone liked me for once.

Then Mel came in. I never really liked Mel. Well, that's not true ... I don't know her well enough to like or dislike her. But if you ask me, she doesn't seem like a very nice person. She said some things that, I guess were probably true, but they hurt anyway. Then she and Ginny started fighting. I feel awful bad. I think it's my fault. In the end I couldn't take it anymore so I just ran up to the dorm and went to bed. I was still awake when they came in but I pretended I wasn't so I wouldn't have to talk to them.

I saw them this morning at breakfast this morning and they were laughing so I guess everything’s all right. It kind of makes me wish I had someone who I could call my best friend.